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anyone interested in commissioning me or buying some of my art from me (I'll sell my originals, which would honestly be a lot easier considering I'm a full-time grad student...)

AW WHY THE FUCK DO I BOTHER ITS NOT LIKE I GOT MORE THAN THREE COMMISSIONS FROM THE LAST EIGHT TIMES I ASKED.
oh wow.  Tumblr has prettymuch eaten up my life.  It seems to be the only internet site I use anymore.  HOW DID THIS HAPPEN.

Meaning I'm more likely to post there than here.  heidiblack.tumblr.com  <--thats me.
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One of my lovely partners-in-crime has started a kickstarter to fund her comic, Star Power.  She describes it as a "bawdy, body-positive erotic comic," and has quite a lot of cool previews up on her kickstarter page, plus a lot of cool incentives!

AND THE BEST PART IS, ITS WRITTEN IN RHYME.

Well, maybe not the best part.  I mean, aren't we all tired of seeing women who are over-surgeried just for the sake of today's "beauty" standards?  Of breast jobs, of butt jobs, of face lifts and tummy tucks?  Well, anyway, I'm ranting.  The long and the short of it is,

GO HERE.
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Or so it is often thought.  But it should never be.

(Please note, I'm not necessarily talking about deviantart's critique system, though this certainly applies to it.  I'm talking about all feedback, whether in comments or notes, in person, or on another site.  Deviantart simply has a good format for others to leave feedback to an artist.)


In art school, you tend two get two different types of young artists: people who are infatuated with their work, and people who have no confidence in it at all.  But really, it all boils down to the same thing: as artists, we are incredibly reliant on other people's judgement of our work for our self-esteem.  It sounds a bit stupid, but I don't know that I've talked to any serious business artists who say otherwise (though if you do, please tell me).  Artists often view their work as an extension of themselves, or their soul, poured out on paper.  We seek other people's approval, because in a sense, it means the approval of our own self.  And I think we have a hard time separating that our art is NOT us - it is what we do, and it is often emotional work, but you can like or dislike a piece of art without feeling the same way about the person.  So lets take some time and look at what critiques are and are not, and how to give and receive them.


Critiques are not a personal attack.

When someone critiques your artwork, it should not be a personal attack against you (if they ARE making a personal attack, they are not critiquing.)  A good critique should point out both the things you do well and the things you may need improvement on.  But if someone says "the structure of that arm seems somewhat off, I think when you foreshortened it you should have made the hand bigger," they are not saying "you obviously can't draw arms."  What they are saying is that you may need to revisit the visual language you use to convey foreshortening.  Or if someone says "the skin color you used seems very yellow and draws a lot of attention away from the focus of your piece," they are not saying "you are a failure as a colorist," they are trying to give you help that will improve your work.



Critiques ARE designed to help you as an artist.

The scariest thing about art to me is not necessarily being bad, its never improving.  Stagnation seems liek a silly thing to be afraid of, but a bad artist always has the capacity to improve, where a stagnant artist, an artist who refuses to learn, will never get better.  Nothing will be new or exciting or fresh; its the playing it safe of the art world.  Sure, you may be able to do one thing well, but if your entire career is based upon doing that one thing REALLY well, what happens when that one thing is gone?

Tangent aside, critiques are what keeps us from stagnating as an artist, even if it is only self-critique.  The drive to do better in your own art is important, but so is hearing what your fellow artists have to say.  A good critique should help you pinpoint areas of study that you need work on - and lets be honest, EVERY artist, no matter how good, needs work.  There's always something we can't do, or some way we can be better.  Even if you think you are better than the artists giving you advice, listen to them.  Sometimes they point out things you don't always see in your own work.  You don't have to necessarily CHANGE it, and sometimes other artists ARE wrong.  But the advice of someone who is looking at your work who is not so personally invested is an asset, not a hindrance.

If there was nothing left to critique on someone's work, if there was nothing that person could not draw, and every piece was the perfect expression of what they wanted to convey . . . if there was no room for someone to grow, the journey would be over.  The end point woudl be reached.  There would be no reason to continue as an artist, because nothing new and exciting would ever come from their hands.


Critiques are not absolute truth, and not every professional will agree.

Sure, there will be some things that are fact in critiques - like if you give someone wrong musculature, thats an objective.  Or if your perspective does not follow the laws of perspective, thats also an objective.  But there are also parts of critiques that are subjective.  For example, I received a critique on a work because I used inkwash.  One editor of a publishing company said he disliked the inkwash, that it was hard to reproduce, and that it muddied up my work.  A different editor said she loved the inkwash, that it would look amazing in reproduction, and that helped define things.  So who is right?  Well, like and dislike are subjective terms, so we can throw that part out.  As for reproduction?  That depends on the equipment you use - the way it scans, who scans it, the printers you print it on, and so forth.  So both are right.  And as for whether it muddies or strengthens my work?  Once again, both can be right - there are areas (and I agree) where the inkwash was a bad choice, and it can make everything a grey tone with little distinguishing charateristics.  Other places, the ink was helped define atmospheric perspective, giving a strong sense of depth to a landscape, or really creating a three-dimensional form.

Thats not the only time I've had professionals disagree.  But every artist and editor who looks at your work is bringing a different experience to the table, as well as a different set of skills.  Sometimes your job as an artist is not necessarily to change everything they point out, but just to look critically at your own work, and decide for yourself (and you are allowed to change your mind).



Critiques are not an ass-pat.

I talk with other artists all of the time; I'm surrounded by them on a daily basis.  And what we often notice is that there are some artists who use critiques as a time for circle-jerking - they will all get together, say nice things about each other's work, get some nice compliments, and go away feeling good about themselves and their work.  While it is important in critiques to also receive positive feedback, these circle-jerks and ass-pats are not what critiques are all about.  As pointed out earlier, that kind of attitude will cause you to stagnate - no longer are you looking to improve your art because all your close art friends say its good enough.  But even beyond that, with too much of this ass-pat attitude, you begin to think that anyone outside of your circle is wrong.  You lose your ability to receive constructive feedback, and with it your ability to grow.  Even worse, people involved in these circles tend to have very bad attitudes, and this causes publishers, editors, and other artists not to want to work with them.

I'm not saying that there isn 't a time and place for a feel-good on your art.  We all need those.  There is nothing like someone coming to you and telling you that you did an amazing job, that they love your work, or how it inspires them.  And we all need those moments from time to time.  But it can't happen all the time.  Critiques should be about the good AND the bad.


Critiques should be a welcome thing.

Lets face it, when we complete a work, we're all proud of it.  We all want to post it online or show it off and have everyone tell us how good it is, and we don't want to hear someone say that we messed up something we spent two weeks on.  And yeah, when you hear that "wow, his head is really small," or "these panels really need a background," or "you have the characters speaking out of order," we're ready to punch someone in the face.  After all, we just spent so much time on something, how dare they only notice the bad things and not the good?  But in reality, the mistakes are always going to show up before the good things - like a soundtrack in a movie, you don't notice when things work, when the music is purposefully subtle or exciting  to help strengthen the mood.  But you notice immediately when they play loud obnoxious music during a tender love scene, or forget to add exciting music during an intense battle, or even just if someone hits a wrong note.  The wrong tends to stand out to us far more than the right.

But as I said earlier, critiques are designed to help you.  If your goal as an artist ISN'T to work professionally, then specify that - say that you dont' want critique, or that this is just a hobby for you.  But there are a lot of us who DO intend to use our art in order to pay rent and buy groceries, and so for us not just being good, but improvement is necessary.  AFter all, it IS a competition.  So helpful critiques shoudl be welcome, as they give a basis for improvement, a level you can obtain to help keep your work new and exciting and fresh.  They help keep you in the running for jobs.


Giving critique: be specific.

Saying "I like it." or "I don't like it." to a piece of work is not a critique, its an opinion.  This is not helpful to other artists - your likes and dislikes are irrelevant, unless you're paying them.   Instead, be sure to point out WHY.   You can like something or dislike something because of the style its rendered in, but this is again an opinion.  Or you can dislike a piece becasue the linework on the character is too heavy, the anatomy is wrong, the pose is static, etc.  These are specifics - and the more specific you can be the better.  This gives the artist something they can definitely look to improve.


Giving critique: objective versus subjective

Subjective is a matter of taste, whereas objective is a matter of fact.  Good critiques shoudl focus around the objectives - things liek perspective, anatomy, and other defined things.  When you do have to look to the subjective, such as style, try to describe it in objective terms.  For example, "I don't like anime eyes," is a subjective and an opinion.  Good for you.  But "your work would benefit more if you looked into tryign to combine actual eye structure with your current anime inspirations" is a far more objective critique.  Note how it gives the artist something definite - the actual eye structure.  Likewise, saying "this lineweight is too thick" is still subjective, but saying "this lineweight is thick and pulls the background objects too far into the foreground, flattening out your image" has more objective points to it.  This also helps an artist understand WHY, and therefore can be utilized in future work.


Giving critique: offer positive alternatives

When you give critique, if someone is doing something poorly, giving them reference to pull from and specific ways to help is a good idea.  For example, for anatomy problems, looking at athletic body types and at Andrew Loomis's work is a great suggestion.


Giving critique: look for positives too.

There's some kind of unspoken guideline somewhere that you can find three good thigns about anyone's work, even if its just their perserverance, their heart, and their willingness to try.  Even if that's all you can find, point it out.

Positive critiques are a necessity, for one because they are the 'spoonful of sugar' that helps the medicine of necessary critique go down, but also because it helps you as an artist and a person.  Seeing the bad in someone's art can be easy, but seeing the good can be harder.  But people need to know the good too - they need to know what IS working as much as what isn't.


Receiving critique: listen with an open mind and a closed mouth.

Just because you dont' agree with someone's critique doesn't mean it's time to argue.  Even if you did something on purpose, if its not obvious enough it may not be effective.  Listen to what people have to say, but that doesn't mean you have to follow it.  But critiques are not arguments.

The most important thing though is not to say 'well, thats my style."  Drawing someone's head in their armpit may be your style, but that doesn't mean its not anatomically wrong.


Receiving critique: ask if you don't understand

I know I seem to be contradicting the last one, but arguing and asking are not the same.  If you don't understand why something you did doesn't work, ask.  Hopefully the critiquer will be able to elaborate, so you can avoid doing thigns that don't work well on future works.  If they don't know, maybe its time to ask a different opinion.

In addition, artists sometimes are more able to draw somethign out than to explain with words.  While critiques do help us with our verbal communication skills, lets be honest - we're artist.  We draw as a method of communication.  So if someone can draw what they mean, let them.


Receiving critique:   cry, and move on

I'll admit it, sometimes critiques are painful.  There will be times when other artists rip your work to shreds, and it hurts even more because you know they're right.  So all you want to do is cry.

Well, go for it.  I've cried over critiques.  Other artists cry over critiques.  It is a personal thing sometimes, even if we tell ourselves its not, just becasue of how personal art itself is.  But if you're serious about wanting to make a living from art, then you should be serious about improving.  Even if you have to break it down into one step at a time, you should always look to improve.  And improvement can be a slow and painful process.  But someone who sees your work on a consistent basis will notice the improvements, and should help you keep going.




I'm sure there's much more to say about critiques.  I'm also sure not everyone will agree with me.  This is just what I can say about the subject, and I'm no expert.  But these points have helped me with critique, and while I'm still learning (especially on the keep your mouth shut part), art is a journey.

Edit: Wow, I really appreciate all of this feedback, and I'm glad so many people are finding this helpful, or willing to start dialogue with me on what they disagree with!  I am trying to make a reply to everyone, but it is a lot of writing, and I have a lot of art to do as well!  So I apologize if I don't get to your comment right away, know that I am making my best effort to respond to everyone!
I confess that I usually never check who watches me or who favorites things, I just delete those messages right out of my inbox.  But when someone puts a comment down, I try my best to reply!
if I livestreamed tomorrow (sunday) would anyone watch? maybe late afternoon/evening est?
If you haven't played teh whole game… well, then I guess this doesn't matter.  But I just finished human revolution … and I was so excited until the very end.  Then it was like "really?  REALLY?"  My choices are THAT?  I mean, I guess htey can only have so many endings….. but what would have of course been cool would be to have Adam himself make some kind of statement.  I mean, he's been all over the freaking globe in the game!  You've made friends!  YOu did people favors!  And I tried really REALLY hard not to kill people (except when they made me really REALLY mad).  Heck, I even saved Malik.  And I tried to be an all-around nice guy.  Plus, there's like that whole back story you can find on Jensen, and he's a decently smart guy.  But it just seems liek it would be such a more fulfilling ending to have him be the one to tell the world that everything is changing.  
(And then , of course, it would be great to be able to go back and finish any sidequests I didn't nab earlier.)

I know, I know, its cause technically the game is a prequel…  but I never played the old deus ex games, and honestly, I think it would have worked so much better as a standalone.  There's no need to link it in, really.  Yeah, there might have been some nice little easter eggs for people who played the other games (probably in the ebooks or emails or something).  

That, and the final boss fight was pretty boring, to me.  I mean, sure, I Had the plasma rifle, which kind of owns on everything, but the sneaking around and hacking and finding hidden passageways part of the game was so cool the boss fights (especially that last one) seemed pretty stupid.  And here you are faced with what is essentially the world's greatest supercomputer, and what, you have three turrets, some guards, two robots, and a lady hooked up to a computer who doesn't even fight back?  (I guess the floor is electric too, but I had that anti-electric augment.)  I know I'm no good at FPS's, but I want a boss battle to be a BOSS BATTLE.  Make it total chaos at times.  Give me real ramifications with these ladies I'm turning off the life support for.  

And then those end videos?  (I wound up watching them all, even though my choice was tell the truth).  Yeah, I believe games can be an awesome way to deliver a message - I mean, in the game up until that point you had a great message of what it means to be human, and about social changes and judging people… because it was played out.  Because you were part of it.  Becuase you were a man who was involuntarily changed, but what made you who you were was still fundamentally there.  Because you chose to beat up - or not beat up - a lady who got a social chip because she NEEDED it to keep up in teh business.  But then, these videos of WWII and Africa and all these social injustices?  Didn't need them.  I"m a smart enough human being to understand that you are talking about these kinds of things to begin with.  I don't want to be hit over the head with them at the end.  
Plus, there were a LOT of loose ends.  You found out the news is being controlled by the most advanced AI program ever.  You discover the secret to successful augmentation is in your DNA.  You find out that these companies have been pulling all of the strings, just to keep ahead of each other.  You find out there's a computer thats made of PEOPLE.  And you just … . . forget about all of them?  Take all of these secrets to your death?  What about trying to bring any of these people to justice.  Quitting your job at sarif and getting that AI computer to help you forge a more peaceful way to live?  Bringing people like those scientists you 'saved' to justice (walking throuhg that basement lab with all the people on the beds, moaning?  I was like WTF, I HAVE NO REASON TO SAVE YOU, YOU BASTARD.  Except I have to or the game won't go on.)

I know I have a kakuii dude complex, as my friend says, but I wanted a freakin awesome cutscene.  Give me 10 minutes of "I AM ADAM FUCKING JENSON, THE GUY WHO HAS THE DNA THAT COULD REVOLUTIONIZE THE WORLD."  Make it awesome.  Seriously, make me just crap my pants with the excitement I get from getting to the end alive (a challenge, for me) and give me an uber-hawt dude (man, jensen is sexy).  I mean, even jensen realizing that someone has to step in and fill this void that hydra/Eliza are making, and becoming the next supercomputer, but with a conscience would be a cool end.  Or..... I dunno.  Just, anything better than getting smacked upside the head with stupid "WORLD WAR TWO AND OIL SPILLS ARE BAD DUDE!" at the end.

But I guess thats the way the world works now.  Maybe they wanted you to be disappointed because there's no one like Adam Jensen to save the world we have now.

Well, except maybe George Takei.  

So what do you guys think?  For those of you who even played this game, or even read what I have to say, were you as disappointed as I was?  

…though probably no one will even read this.
I finally caved and got a tumblr

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trying to post a sketch daily.
To try to raise some money for the tokyo trip (or just cause living is expensive), I'm offering $40 full color commissions! Normally I do these for $50+, but I'm desperate. What you get: 1 full character, fully colored in your choice of media (marker, colored pencil, digital, watercolor); 1 print of the character on archival photo paper, letter size; and one high-resolution digital file.

The only rule: if it looks like porn, smells like porn, or sounds like porn, its a no-go. Even if you aren't interested, please pass this on to some friends who might be - any little thing helps right now
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a blog post about it.  Comment here or there, I yearn for your feedback!
I'm putting together a 48-page full color artbook.  I"ll probably be selling it through amazon.com's create space, and they would be $20 each.  I don't have the funds to put it together yet, but I am interested to see who would buy it.  It would have illustrations as well as some process/how to's, and I'd also sell them for reduced price at cons.  If you would spend the $20 to help out a floundering artist and to get your own copy, please tell me so!  I've only had one person who wasn't a close friend order a commission from me, and if no one would want to order this, I'm beginnign to think my art career is just a flop.  

Basically, before I invest this money, I'd like to know someone would actually want it!
Otakon.  I'll be there.  K 8 or 9.  Joined by :iconsarahpicklesdill:, :iconnattosoup:, and :iconevui:.  

Stop by, say hi, and check out some of the awesome stuff everybody has.

Mention you watch me on DA for discounts!

See you there.
oh hey.

Bein depressed about how much my art is crap.

gonna go draw something and feel bad about it.

just sharin and stuff.

edit - I'm not fishing for compliments.  But if you want to share what artists inspire you, that would be awesome.  Even pointing out things that you liek or dislike in particular about my work will help me improve.    For as much as I get depressed about my art, I can't imagine doing anything with my life EXCEPT art.  I want it more than anything.  So no matter how depressed I get, I'm always fighting to get better.  But I'm still uncertain where I as an artist fit in, and I want to both stretch myself but hone what I can do.  Its always a battle between things like lineart or the current preferred style of concept art, between color and black and white, between comics and illustration.  

So no, this isn't a pity party.  Its honestly pretty face value - I'm depressed, I posted, got it out of my system, and I'm working hard again.  at 2am.  

also, I should probably remember to take my antidepressants.
I'm going to try one more time to offer commission/freelance work.  Keeping in mind that if I were doing this for an actual job, I'd be charging waaaaay more, and once I get my MFA and am a certifiable comic artist (or potentially just certifiable), it'll be even more.

so lets make the pricing as easy as possible!

Letter size: one character, simple backgrounds

pencil sketch (new!!): $10, $5 for each additional character

black/white inks: $30, $10 for each additional character

color (marker, colored pencil, watercolor; photoshop or painter): $50, $20 for each additional character

with a complex background: add $20


larger size (11x17 or otherwise specified)one character, simple backgrounds

black/white: $45, $10 additional characters

color: $70, $20 additional characters

complex backgrounds: add $30



For traditional work, I will send you the original image; for digital work I will email you the high-resolution file.
I know I seem to have died, and its actually just because classes have been super busy this quarter.  Its been super fun, and I got to talk to editors from oni press, first second, and slave labor this past weekend, which was amazing.  Unfortunately, this past weekend, my roommate's (who isn't owning up to anything cause she apparently has the maturity of a 6 year old) cat spilled water into my computer and killed it (thankfully the hard drive still works okay, but it doesn't turn on and the motherboard is probably fried).  I sent it to the manufacturer for repairs, but I'm afraid its going to be more than my $0 income can handle.  SO.  I would be super appreciative if people would help out by buying some commissions, or by visiting me at heroescon/otakon this summer.  I also have a compilation of minicomics I've done and a sketchbook I've put together for sale for $8 each.  

I guess I don't really expect anyone to  help; after all, no one did back when I had some crazy $15000 medical bills after getting my gall bladder out, but I can always hope, right?  

right?
live streaming!

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  All done now.

You can see the result periodicheroes.blogspot.com/20…;<- THERE
I have to post this because of how terrible it is.

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If you really think thats a valid way to create a background, then stop.  Stop drawing, and let those of us who are actually TRYING take it from here.  You cheapen us all as artists, you cheapen our skills.  You cheapen our degrees, our years spent honing our abilities, our desire and passion.  

Here at my DA page, images stretch as far back as 2003.  You can see my evolution from a cocky highschooler to an indentured grad student, but the thing I always had throughout was the desire to improve.  

Oh God . . . I just . . . gah!  I'm literally so mad right now I can't think straight.  Unfortunately, this isn't the first jackass to do something like this, here on DA or in the art world period.  There will always be someone using images the "found" with google, or tracing other people's work, or thinking comic sans is the greatest font ever.  There will always be people who can't draw for crap but think they're God's gift to the art world.  And because 80% of people can't tell the difference between "bad" and "good" art, they'll get away with it. Because life is, to a large degree, a popularity contest, people who are "famous" can get away with artistic murder.  

Don't be that kind of douchebag "artist."  Even if these things are "royalty free," money should not be the sole end all - as artists, especially as comic artists and illustrators, we are STORYTELLERS.


So I've been told my attitude is pretty terrible.  And I'll apologize, I am a bit huffy.  Or a LOT huffy.  I'm not doing this to make myself feel good - well, not completely.  I really want people to learn how to draw.  I think you are cheating yourself out of your full potential when you take the "easy" way out.  The fact that whoever made that tutorial is proud of his/her work when its just things she commandeered from google sketchup means that that is as far as she will progress as an artist.  She's set her limits there, and has no desire to improve.  She may someday, but for now, thats her limit.

I may not be the world's authoritative source on what goes and doesn't go in the art world, BUT I have graduated with a degree in illustration, I did work as an illustrator full-time for two years, and I am pursuing my MFA as a comic artist at SCAD.  You can take or leave what I say, but in my experience, not knowing perspective - or at least enough that you can fudge it - will only hurt you as an artist in the long run.
Hey all, my friend EJSCreations recently had her moped stolen!  While it was found, the thieves did a number on it and she doesn't have the money to get it repaired.  If any of you kind souls are willing to help her out a bit, maybe commission her or even just send her a few extra dollars, I know she'd be super grateful!  She'll probably even throw in a sketch for you!

If we're really a community, like DA likes to believe we are, then help a friend in need!