ikasucon and stuff

well, had a quite enjoyable ikasucon this weekend, though very tiring.  Yar, my computer is severely misbehaving . . . keeps redirecting me to this pablo picasso site every time I want to see devart . . . saaa . . . . and so many stupid popups . . . . yar.  I wonder if its just some people's goal in life to annoy other people.  

Anyway . . . prints still deliciously available, buy many, please.  Most anything is either a current print or can be made into one in a few minutes.  so its all good . . . . Hrm, every one of my journals is from right after a con . . . . Oh well.  

Finally watching all of evangelion for the first time ever; I've seen bits and pieces of it before.  Learned at ikasu that its 10 years old now; it gives me a creepy feeling because everything always seems so . . . . lifeless.  And its like I've gone back in time then projected myself in a totally new direction.  Probably sounds very wierd, right?  But I'm one of those people who follows what I feel.  

Some days I feel like dying.  So I guess I don't always follow, just let the feeling consume me.  Now I feel very very old and tired.  Maybe I'm just worn out . . . .